What Was I Thinking?

You may not want my passion
But you’ll take it anyway 
There’s no one here to stop me
No one can save your day

Stay by my side and fake it 
Fake your love to get you through
Look, I’m trying to help you
I’ll help you feel it too

I’ll see the pain in your eyes
I’ll know your love isn’t true
I’ll see you cry in your sleep
I’ll see the pain I gave to you

I lay here on this mattress
Knowing how I made you leave
I lay here on this mattress
What was I thinking?